Friday, December 16, 2005

Superman- Five for Fighting

I can’t stand to fly
I’m not that naiveI’m just out to find
The better part of meI’m more than a bird...
i’m more than a plane
More than some pretty face beside a train
It’s not easy to be me
Wish that I could cry
Fall upon my knees
Find a way to lie
About a home I’ll never see

It may sound absurd...
but don’t be naive
Even heroes have the right to bleed
I may be disturbed...but won’t you concede
Even heroes have the right to dream
It’s not easy to be me

Up, up and away...away from me
It’s all right...
you can all sleep sound tonight
I’m not crazy...or anything...

I can’t stand to fly
I’m not that naive
Men weren’t meant to ride
With clouds between their knees

I’m only a man in a silly red sheet
Digging for kryptonite on this one way street
Only a man in a funny red sheet
Looking for special things inside of meInside of me
Inside me
Yeah, inside me
Inside of me

I’m only a man
In a funny red sheet
I’m only a man
Looking for a dreamI’m only a man
In a funny red sheet
And it’s not easy, hmmm, hmmm, hmmm...

Its not easy to be me

Monday, December 05, 2005

Another Saturday morning

Here I am again on a Saturday morning in the office. These couple of weeks has been hectic. Full of ups and downs. The happy times are just so happy and the sad moments are just so damn sad. Really has opened up my eyes to a lot of things. Maybe I am too naive at times. I can't see that things are just wrong at times and a little white lie can cover it up. I am too naive. Sigh...But I have realised it now and will try to be smarter. Everything has happened and nothing we can do about it but to try to mend things and work out the best. Face the challenges...

Well, these past few weeks is quite eventful I would say. Birthday celebrations for my dad and darling and annual dinner for RCC. Pictures coming later....Work is like hell and though very sien but i will not give up....Just do my best.....

Sunday, November 13, 2005

Improving myself

The past couple of weeks have been quite busy and lazy at the same time. Weekdays are hectic
with work and when weekends come, you just feel like lazing at home and doing nothing. Not
good, not good...Shouldn't be wasting time like this. Life is too short. Lie is too precious
to be stuck in a routine-> work, rest, work, rest. So boring!!!So from today onwards, I want to try a lot of new things. To improve myself and to make those whom I love, feel proud. Well, there are a couple of things I want to improve or learn:

1) Learn massage
2) Learn cooking
3) Learn Mandarin
4) Save more money
5) Learn to regcognise roads well (I totally suck in this)
6) Read more!!! (not only mags)
7) Show those whom love me that I love them too
8) Find in a new challenge for my career

That's a lot of new resolutions. Will really put in effort to achieve them. so where do i
start? Oh yeah, I nearly forgot another one:

9) Getting fit and losing weight....


Movies, movies, movies...

These couple of months, I've watched quite a lot of movies. And yesterday itself, I've
watched The Exorcism of Emily Rose and Chicken Little(The sky is falling!!!!). Both movies
are not quite bad...Let's see what movies I've watch since August till now (not in sequence).

1) Stealth
2) Amityville Horror
3) Charlie and the Chocolate Factory
4) Dark Water
5) Flightplan
6) Goal!
7) The Island
8) The Myth
9) Premonition
10) Samara
11) Seven Swords
12) The skeleton Key
13) Transporter 2
14) Zorro 2
15) The Exorcism of Emily Rose
16) Chicken Little
17) Corpse's Bride
18) All about love
19) Doom
20) Four brothers
21) Fantastic Four

Quite a lot of movies...Did I miss out some?

We(you know who you are...;P) were arguing on which cinema is the best and nicest in town
and we've decided that it will be 1 U's GSC and the second place goes to BTS's GSV. Both are
so cool and clean compared to the rest. And we love GSC more than TGV.

Unpleasant dreams

I woke up this morning crying...Some dreams is really so real and you ended crying in real
life...Unpleasant dream...

Tuesday, November 01, 2005

Wherever you will go- The Calling

My fave at the moment

So lately, I've been wonderin
Who will be there to take my place
When I'm gone, you'll need love
To light the shadows on your face
If a great wave should fall It would fall upon us all
And between the sand and stone
Could you make it on your own [Chorus:]

If I could, then I would
I'll go wherever you will go
Way up high or down low
I'll go wherever you will go

And maybe, I'll find out
The way to make it back someday
To watch you, to guide you
Through the darkest of your days
If a great wave should fall
It would fall upon us all
Well I hope there's someone out there
Who can bring me back to you [Chorus]

Runaway with my heart
Runaway with my hope
Runaway with my love

I know now, just quite how
My life and love might still go on
In your heart and your mind
I'll stay with you for all of time [Chorus]

If I could turn back time
I'll go wherever you will go
If I could make you mine
I'll go wherever you will go

Monday, October 31, 2005


Can't help feeling disappointed. Sigh...but it's ok, try to console myself every way possible. Life is really too short to feel negative for too long. It's hard to understand someone and it's hard also for others to understand you...Sigh...but really can't help feeling disappointed...That's life.

Sunday, October 30, 2005

The different one....

Wich i can keep him

Six black and 1 black and white


So damn cute

What can you ask more than to come home greeted by 6 cute puppies? It was a Saturday afternoon when I came back from the office and my mum told me there are 6 little puppies behind my mum. The mummy is a stray dog. The puppies have not even open their eyes. It really brings back a lot of nice memories. Six little cute puppies. How I wish I can keep them all....Till now there are still there...I plan to call SPCA and see if they can take the puppies...

Calm and beautiful



Dutch Fort

Teluk Dalam Resort


Sandy beach in Pangkor

Saturday, October 22, 2005

Saturday morning...

Here I am on a rainy Saturday morning in the cold cold office...It has been an eventful month till now...I took a lot of annual leaves this whole month. My OT is going to be a lot less...hehehehe...

I was down at Singapore last weekend. Had an enjoyable trip and most memorable is the Night Safari. Not bad at all thoughI thought that it will be more adventurous. A lot of things happened during the trip that Has enlighthened me in many ways. Mostly is on human to human interactions. Sometimes I just wish I can be more friendly and 'expressive' as someone said. I will try to improve. It's true that life is always about learning and improving. Sometimes you cannot see your own weakness until someone points it out. Then it is up to us to improve or to stay the way we are....

The past few days I was in Pangkor. Eventful trips. Well, to start off, we missed the bus to Lumut at 9am. Went on a taxi chase that is not successful. So, we decided to drive there. It was raining most of the time. So no chance to get a tan. But there are a lot of first times for me there. First time playing pool, first time riding a motobike (up and down hills)- it was exciting. The most important is to spent some quality time with the one you love. It really doesn't matter if things go wrong here and there. It makes the trip more memorable.

Pictures will be uploaded later.....Now, time to cover up all the work I left for me to do...Sigh...

Monday, October 03, 2005

MyFM 7th anniversary

Darling and I

MyFM 7th Anniversary

Went to the event at Genting a couple of weeks back....Was a great event with lots of nice songs and great entertainers....Didn't really get good pictures coz my camera can't really zooom up close....:(


Was browsing the net and came upon this AI. Funny....

Try this:

I am on leave today. Feeling is just so nice. Thinking of all the people at work and you actually is relaxing at home.....Muahahah....These days have been good....No more moody feelings or hatred. Just peace and happy times. Was watching footbal yesterday night with my darling. Hmmm...Never actually sit through a whole football match before.....

Monday, September 19, 2005


I was so pissed when it's almost time to leave the office. Pissed off at something that I shouldn't at all. What a waste of energy. And I actually endangered myself....Driving 140 kmp on the Cyberjaya roads is not so wise....Especially with my small Kenari...Today was a moody day....Everything seems so wrong and it's sad, really....Just feel like screaming it out, feels like punching someone or something, feels like crying it out and expressing my frustration to all!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Why is it so hard to control our feelings?????? Why??????

Sunday, September 18, 2005

Hate it!!!!

I hate myself for feeling like this. Am I really that hard to satisfy?

Thursday, September 15, 2005


Had a BBQ outing with the team a few weeks back and it was one hell of a experience. Reached Yvonne's place about 7 pm and were among the first to arrive. Guess I bought too much sausages and balls as there are still quite a lot left after the nite. Started the BBQing a while later as the rest started to arrive. Had a fun night with lots of food, jokes and getting drunk. Not me of course... I got the chance to admire darling playing mahjong though I do not understand how it has been played. I enjoyed it...Then someone got a bit drunk and started kissing the same sex...Someone got so drunk they vomitted...Hehehe....It was fun all night long anf around 4 am, we all decided to go breakfast. Four AM Dim Sum session in Sri Petaling. Crazy huh? So, looking forward to the next outing....Steamboat @ Genting. It was a great night......

BBQ gang

Darling showing off his skills?

Before BBQ

Four AM Dim Sum session

Sunday, September 04, 2005

Soul searching?

Life is really unpredictable...everyday it brings new things to learn, to absorb...things that might make you very unhappy or things that can make you very really depends on how we take it...Yes, we do always live by what other people will think of is unavoidable...but if the thing really does not make you happy,then what is the point right? I bet each of us needs to do some soul searching, to look into who we really are...but it's tough...we need to really be honest to ourselves but that is what we are lacking....

Thanks for the comment that 'anonymous' put in the previous blog entry....

I Swear by All-4-1

Heard this song just now in my darling's car.....One of my favorites.....The words are so touching....

I swear by the moon and the stars in the sky
And I swear like the shadow that's by your side
I see the questions in your eyes
I know what's weighing on your mind
You can be sure I know my heart
`Coz I'll stand beside you through the years
You'll only cry those happy tears
And though I make mistakes
I'll never break your heart
And I swear, by the moon and the stars in the sky
I'll be there
I swear, like a shadow that's by your side
I'll be there
For better or worse, till death do us part
I'll love you with every beat of my heart
And I swear
I'll give you every thing I can
I'll build your dreams with these two hands
We'll hang some memories on the walls
And when just the two of us are there
You won't have to ask if I still care
`Coz as the time turns the page, my love won't age at all
And I swear by the moon and the stars in the sky
I swear (and I swear) like the shadow that's by your side
I'll be there
For better or worse, till death do us part
I'll love you with every beat of my heart
And I swear
I swear (I swear) by the moon and stars in the sky
I'll be there
I swear like the shadow that's by your side
I'll be there
For better or worse, till death do us part
I'll love you with every (single) beat of my heart
I swear, I swear,
Oh... I ... swear...

Sunday, August 28, 2005

The Reason- Hoobastank

I'm not a perfect person
As many things I wish I didn't do
But I continue learning
I never meant to do those things to you
And so I have to say before I go
That I just want you to know

I've found a reason for me
To change who I used to be
A reason to start over new
and the reason is you

I'm sorry that I hurt you
It's something I must live with everyday
And all the pain I put you through
I wish that I could take it all away
And be the one who catches all your tears
Thats why I need you to hear

I've found a reason for me
To change who I used to be
A reason to start over new
and the reason is You [x4]

I'm not a perfect person
I never meant to do those things to you
And so I have to say before I go
That I just want you to know

I've found a reason for me
To change who I used to be
A reason to start over new
and the reason is you
I've found a reason to show
A side of me you didn't know
A reason for all that I do
And the reason is you

Saturday, August 27, 2005

The waitress has shaky hands...

Ms Au

Bon voyage....

This might come a little late but wish you all the best and good luck in your studies, Soon Yeng....

Hahahaha....suitable candidate....



Went to this Chinese restaurant for buffet lunch....The food are delicious. Will definitely bring my parents there....Had fun shopping around...

Ping Kuan #2

Ping Kuan #1

Victor Wong

Darling's fave....We went to watch him the other day and he's cool....He's more handsome real life compare to photos and his songs are damn nice....


My dearest....

You have given me so much in such a short month.....23rd marks the 1st month annivesary. Love you so muchie......

Saturday, August 20, 2005

When you love someone

When you love someone, you will want them to live well
When you love someone, you will feel whatever they are feeling, sadness or happiness
When you love someone, let them free
Even if it pains you and torture you deep inside
When you love someone, you are willing to do anythign for him/her
Sacrifices does not matter
As long as that someone you love is happy
When you love someone, grant him/her his/her wishes
Even if it is not what you wish for...
Wish him/her well and you will live your life a happier person,
With or without that someone you love....

Saturday, July 30, 2005


Everything good that happens are bound to come with sacrifices. But no regrets what-so-ever. The experiences you gain is worth every sacrifices you made. Whatever that cannot kill us will make us stronger.
Human behaviours and attitude are just so difficult to understand. You really cannot control what other people think or act towards you no matter how hard you try.
It's really heart-breaking.
Just hope they can realise that I really really miss them and I want everything to be the same as before. But I guess they are the sacrifices I have to make. I miss you guys.....
And to the one I love, thanks for being there for me. You are worth every sacrifices I make.

Wednesday, July 27, 2005

Just another entry

It's funny actually. You have all these things going through your mind, things that you need to blog about, but when you are actually sitting in front of the PC, you go blank...Yeah, I mean just staring at the monitor without knowing where and how to start blogging. Theer are many many things that had happened since the last blog. Great great things that i really cannot explain. It really lifted up my spirt and make me a whole lot happier....
I do not expect anyone to understand it...but i bet if any of you have experienced it, you'll know what i mean....
And to that special someone, thanks for making my days brighter....

Tuesday, July 19, 2005


People say we should love unconditionally....Love like you never love before.... Love is the greatest thing that could ever happen to oneself...
Love....1 word that really makes me wonder....Is there love so great that it can change everything? Everything that ever matters before?
Along with it, comes the pain, the tears, the jealousy- which I think is unavoidable....Yet, we want LOVE.
Tell me, is there really TRUE LOVE without all these?
Like one friend said-Love by nature is pure and sweet, it is only human that makes it complicated....But without human, will there be love?

Saturday, July 16, 2005

Nite out with the girls

Well, yesterday night was great. Watched midnight with the girls and it was a great movie-FANTASTIC 4. Mr Fantastic is so hot....Iaon Gruffuld if I'm not worng....Dr Doom is also hot....Anyway, we talked much about stuff...Stuff that raised some questions within me.....Would like to share more with you gals...So, waiting for the upcoming Pangkor Trip? I can't wait.....

@ Bukit Cina....

Pretty gals....

Pirates of the Carribean

Me and Soh Soh, the white albino python

One of my fave...

We are STRONG.....

Me and Hema

4 Charlie's Angels?

My little pony and I...

Nice pose gals....

She- Elvis Costello

She may be the face I can't forget
A trace of pleasure or regret
May be my treasure or the price I have to pay
She may be the song that summer sings
May be the chill that autumn brings
May be a hundred different things
Within the measure of a day

She may be the beauty or the beast
May be the famine or the feast
May turn each day into a heaven or a hell
She may be the mirror of my dreams
A smile reflected in a stream
She may not be what she may seem inside her shell

She who always seems so happy in a crowd
Whose eyes can be so private and so proud
No one's allowed to see them when they cry
She may be the love that cannot hope to last
May come to me from shadows of the pastThat I'll remember till the day I die

She may be the reason I survive
The why and wherefore I'm alive
The one I'll care for through the rough and ready years
Me I'll take her laughter and her tears
And make them all my souvenirs
For where she goes I've got to be
The meaning of my life is

If someone, dedicate this song for me...I'll be so touched...It can make me cry listening to this song....

Let the heart decide...

We need to let our heart decide and not let the mind control it everytime.....
Whether it's right or worng, we have to take the risks.....
Like a friend said- 'We have to be a rebel sometimes, to set our spirit free'
Do not be bounded and you will see where your heart will take you
Life is too short to be controlled by all the rules....


Yes, went to Melaka last weekend...AGAIN....This time with a few close colleagues and we had a blast of a time....Summary as per below:

9th July

8.30 am- Started our journey. Lateness due to Ms Ain...
11.00 am- Reached Melaka after laughing all the way. Surveyed for some hotels but all not up to our standard (or simply too expensive :P). Finally, settle for Straits Meridien, where I stayed before.
12.00 am- Went to town to surveyed the food and CENDOL. Finally, I had a taste of Melaka Cendol again. With lots of GULA MELAKA....Delicious.....Went to all the famous historical attractions. Highlights are:
a) A Chinese tourist wanted to take picture of Hema because he thinks Hema is very unique and pretty...ahahahaah
b) A f***er talking obscene things to us when we were at the fort
c) Took pictures with the albino python and the iguana. It was cool and I actually like the feeling of it on my shoulder....So COOL....
4.00 pm- Went back to hotel to refresh (or rather sleep)
7.00 pm- Went to town again. Had dinner in front of the Church and then shopping time at JONKER's walk....Nice, cheap stuff and I bought the wooden bag I always wanted.
10.30 pm- Depart to Mahkota Parade for the midnite show- AMITYVILLE HORROR. not a bad movie, scary also...
4.00 Sleep (we were chit chatting till that time)

10th july

8.00 am- Woke up while therest still sleeping...
11.00 am- Yvonne cme and brought us to the famous chicken rice shop and famous Nyonya Cendol. Great Nyonya Curry they have and the restaurant is so unique.
2.00pm- Went around town one last time before departing home
3.00pm- decided to go to JJ at Ayer Keroh and bought some clothes and shoes....ahahah...come to think of it, we went all the way there to shop?
7.00pm- Reach KL safe and soiund and damn tired....

It has been a great journey with friends I have met less than 7 mths...Sharing our jokes and chit chatting till late...Thanks gals for amking this trip a fantastic one....

Starlight Cinema

Much has happened since the last entry. Well, I went to Starlight cinema again this year. Not as heppening as last year though. This year is so queit....Maybe the hype has died off? Well, we had free cotton candy at least....Watched Miss Congeniality. After the movie, went to Hartamas Square. Full of Malay youngsters...Food sucks...and difficult to find parking....

Friday, July 01, 2005

Hold Me Thrill Me Kiss Me - Paul Anka

Hold me, hold me,
Never let me go until you’ve told me, told me,
What I want to know and then just hold me, hold me
Make me tell you I’m in love with you.

Thrill me, thrill me,
Walk me down the lane where shadows will be, will be
Hiding lovers just the same as we’ll be, we’ll be,
When you make me tell you I love you.

They told me be sensible with your new love,
Don’t be fooled thinking this is the last you’ll find.
But they never stood in the dark with you love,
When you take me in your arms and drive me slowly out of my mind

Kiss me, kiss me,
And when you do I’ll know you that you will miss me, miss me,
If we ever say adieu so kiss me, kiss me,
Make me tell you I’m in love with you

Sunday, June 26, 2005

This pic was taken inside my car....Just after rain...

All the best

It was sad news for us but it will be good for him....Yeah, Boon Ping is leaving us....He came in as the only guy for my team. First impression - he is the good good boy, fresh from Uni. As we got to know him, he's not that good boy at all...We girls grew to love him so much and we'll definitely cry on your last day....We'll miss your foul languages as well as your famous middle finger. Anyway, we wish you ll the best and don't forget all of us here.....

Nice or not?

The pictue makes me laugh everytime I look at it....

Yum yum....

The famous middle finger

Big sisters and BP

Loving partner....hahahah....