Saturday, July 30, 2005


Everything good that happens are bound to come with sacrifices. But no regrets what-so-ever. The experiences you gain is worth every sacrifices you made. Whatever that cannot kill us will make us stronger.
Human behaviours and attitude are just so difficult to understand. You really cannot control what other people think or act towards you no matter how hard you try.
It's really heart-breaking.
Just hope they can realise that I really really miss them and I want everything to be the same as before. But I guess they are the sacrifices I have to make. I miss you guys.....
And to the one I love, thanks for being there for me. You are worth every sacrifices I make.

Wednesday, July 27, 2005

Just another entry

It's funny actually. You have all these things going through your mind, things that you need to blog about, but when you are actually sitting in front of the PC, you go blank...Yeah, I mean just staring at the monitor without knowing where and how to start blogging. Theer are many many things that had happened since the last blog. Great great things that i really cannot explain. It really lifted up my spirt and make me a whole lot happier....
I do not expect anyone to understand it...but i bet if any of you have experienced it, you'll know what i mean....
And to that special someone, thanks for making my days brighter....

Tuesday, July 19, 2005


People say we should love unconditionally....Love like you never love before.... Love is the greatest thing that could ever happen to oneself...
Love....1 word that really makes me wonder....Is there love so great that it can change everything? Everything that ever matters before?
Along with it, comes the pain, the tears, the jealousy- which I think is unavoidable....Yet, we want LOVE.
Tell me, is there really TRUE LOVE without all these?
Like one friend said-Love by nature is pure and sweet, it is only human that makes it complicated....But without human, will there be love?

Saturday, July 16, 2005

Nite out with the girls

Well, yesterday night was great. Watched midnight with the girls and it was a great movie-FANTASTIC 4. Mr Fantastic is so hot....Iaon Gruffuld if I'm not worng....Dr Doom is also hot....Anyway, we talked much about stuff...Stuff that raised some questions within me.....Would like to share more with you gals...So, waiting for the upcoming Pangkor Trip? I can't wait.....

@ Bukit Cina....

Pretty gals....

Pirates of the Carribean

Me and Soh Soh, the white albino python

One of my fave...

We are STRONG.....

Me and Hema

4 Charlie's Angels?

My little pony and I...

Nice pose gals....

She- Elvis Costello

She may be the face I can't forget
A trace of pleasure or regret
May be my treasure or the price I have to pay
She may be the song that summer sings
May be the chill that autumn brings
May be a hundred different things
Within the measure of a day

She may be the beauty or the beast
May be the famine or the feast
May turn each day into a heaven or a hell
She may be the mirror of my dreams
A smile reflected in a stream
She may not be what she may seem inside her shell

She who always seems so happy in a crowd
Whose eyes can be so private and so proud
No one's allowed to see them when they cry
She may be the love that cannot hope to last
May come to me from shadows of the pastThat I'll remember till the day I die

She may be the reason I survive
The why and wherefore I'm alive
The one I'll care for through the rough and ready years
Me I'll take her laughter and her tears
And make them all my souvenirs
For where she goes I've got to be
The meaning of my life is

If someone, dedicate this song for me...I'll be so touched...It can make me cry listening to this song....

Let the heart decide...

We need to let our heart decide and not let the mind control it everytime.....
Whether it's right or worng, we have to take the risks.....
Like a friend said- 'We have to be a rebel sometimes, to set our spirit free'
Do not be bounded and you will see where your heart will take you
Life is too short to be controlled by all the rules....


Yes, went to Melaka last weekend...AGAIN....This time with a few close colleagues and we had a blast of a time....Summary as per below:

9th July

8.30 am- Started our journey. Lateness due to Ms Ain...
11.00 am- Reached Melaka after laughing all the way. Surveyed for some hotels but all not up to our standard (or simply too expensive :P). Finally, settle for Straits Meridien, where I stayed before.
12.00 am- Went to town to surveyed the food and CENDOL. Finally, I had a taste of Melaka Cendol again. With lots of GULA MELAKA....Delicious.....Went to all the famous historical attractions. Highlights are:
a) A Chinese tourist wanted to take picture of Hema because he thinks Hema is very unique and pretty...ahahahaah
b) A f***er talking obscene things to us when we were at the fort
c) Took pictures with the albino python and the iguana. It was cool and I actually like the feeling of it on my shoulder....So COOL....
4.00 pm- Went back to hotel to refresh (or rather sleep)
7.00 pm- Went to town again. Had dinner in front of the Church and then shopping time at JONKER's walk....Nice, cheap stuff and I bought the wooden bag I always wanted.
10.30 pm- Depart to Mahkota Parade for the midnite show- AMITYVILLE HORROR. not a bad movie, scary also...
4.00 Sleep (we were chit chatting till that time)

10th july

8.00 am- Woke up while therest still sleeping...
11.00 am- Yvonne cme and brought us to the famous chicken rice shop and famous Nyonya Cendol. Great Nyonya Curry they have and the restaurant is so unique.
2.00pm- Went around town one last time before departing home
3.00pm- decided to go to JJ at Ayer Keroh and bought some clothes and shoes....ahahah...come to think of it, we went all the way there to shop?
7.00pm- Reach KL safe and soiund and damn tired....

It has been a great journey with friends I have met less than 7 mths...Sharing our jokes and chit chatting till late...Thanks gals for amking this trip a fantastic one....

Starlight Cinema

Much has happened since the last entry. Well, I went to Starlight cinema again this year. Not as heppening as last year though. This year is so queit....Maybe the hype has died off? Well, we had free cotton candy at least....Watched Miss Congeniality. After the movie, went to Hartamas Square. Full of Malay youngsters...Food sucks...and difficult to find parking....

Friday, July 01, 2005

Hold Me Thrill Me Kiss Me - Paul Anka

Hold me, hold me,
Never let me go until you’ve told me, told me,
What I want to know and then just hold me, hold me
Make me tell you I’m in love with you.

Thrill me, thrill me,
Walk me down the lane where shadows will be, will be
Hiding lovers just the same as we’ll be, we’ll be,
When you make me tell you I love you.

They told me be sensible with your new love,
Don’t be fooled thinking this is the last you’ll find.
But they never stood in the dark with you love,
When you take me in your arms and drive me slowly out of my mind

Kiss me, kiss me,
And when you do I’ll know you that you will miss me, miss me,
If we ever say adieu so kiss me, kiss me,
Make me tell you I’m in love with you