Wednesday, October 24, 2012

Toast to all...

It's almost two weeks since the big day. How time flies!
So the past two weeks, friends and colleagues have been bombarding me with questions on where I'm off to for honeymoon, how's married life, when are we expecting a baby, etc.
Funny, really. As I can't provide any concrete answers. My standard reply - "No honeymoon because no money" or "Still adjusting" or "Let it come naturally. I want a honeymoon year first".
Yeah, we're still adjusting to change of lifestyle. Few days with my parents, few days with his. I admit that it got a bit chaotic the past two weeks but it's improving now.
We've booked a short trip next year for our honeymoon. No where fancy. Just a place we both fell in love with. A relaxing breakaway holiday rather than a 'honeymoon', I would say.
And I still insist to have a honeymoon year before taking the next step. It's not easy raising a little one and I don't think I am ready yet. But like someone said, you'll never ever be ready even on the day your little one is born.
Anyway, rewinding back to the wedding day, I am very touched by all who attended and those who sent in their well wishes. A BIG thank you for my friends and relatives who helped out. Without you guys, we wouldn't have such a joyful event.

Saturday, October 06, 2012

Here it is....

Few hours to go....and I am feeling so restless now...(hope the cough syrup will knock me out later...)
Just yesterday, my bunch of chi muis asked how I feel. I bravely told everyone that surprisingly I feel very calm and not having any butterflies in my stomach...I can't say the same at this moment. Mixed feelings-nervous, anxious, reluctant, happy, name it.
I also confidently announced that I won't be crying tomorrow as I am not leaving my family. But I so feel like crying now. I know I will miss my mum. Although we said that nothing much will change, but it does. I know I will always be mum's little girl.
(s*** i can't cry now as my eyes will be swollen tomorrow)
So, this is it. No more cold feet, no more saying that I'm not ready, no more backing out.
Hope everything goes smoothly tomorrow. (fingers crossed). X