tired

At times, I really wish I can be free to do whatever I want, go wherever I want. I wish to be carefree and only accountable to myself. But, I don't need no one to tell me that this is impossible. I am bounded by responsibility- as a daughther who have to take care of my parents, as a gf who needs to be understanding. Bounded by fear of the unknown. Bounded by doubts and discouraging factors that will pull me down. I'm tired sometimes. I just want to be alone in a place that no one knows me. Then, I don't need to give a damn on what people say or do. I don't need to put on a smiling face to please everybody.