The guys....

Smile for the camera...

Big big four-leg snake we saw in the Melaka river

Love this....Taken in Melaka

After - delicious Nyonya food

Loo's wedding dinner @ his house...

Mummy's friends....Wedding dinner at Tai Thong, Subang...

Vic, Hema and me...

Tom yam.....hot and spicy...yummy....

Dinner @ Johnny's

Yes, time for a dinner for my team...It's been quite a while since we had a dinner...Just us. Glad to have all of you with me and together we will improve...Thanks guys....

Penang picsss....

Took loads of pics...Uploading some for your viewing pleasure. It was a great trip and certainly looking for more this year.....

Two rainbows ont he way back....

Gals on top of Bukit Bendera...

Starbucks in Penang....

Seafood....leftovers in Bukit Tambun...

Happily trekking to our camp site

Nice?

Handsomesss....Hehehe

Night view...

Ad for Nescafe?

Our humble bed for the nite...

Fooodddd......

Breakfast at Bidor- Famous Duck Mee

I'll be there for you- Bon Jovi

Somehow this song caught my attention this morning. Might be just another love song but the lyric is very meaningful to me...

I guess this time you're really leaving
I heard your suitcase say goodbye
Well as my broken heart lies bleeding
You say true love, it's suicide

You say you've cried a thousand rivers
And now you're swimming for the shore
You left me drowning in my tears
And you won't save me anymore
I pray to God you'll give me one more chance, girl

I'll be there for you
These five words I swear to you
When you breathe I want to be the air for you
I'll be there for you
I'd live and I'd die for you
Steal the sun from the sky for you
Words can't say what a love can do
I'll be there for you

I know you know we're had some good times
Now they have their own hiding place
I can't promise you tomorrow
But I can't buy back yesterday

And Baby you know my hands are dirty
But I wanted to be your valentine
I'll be the water when you get thirsty, baby
When you get drunk, I'll be the wine
I'll be there for you

These five words I swear to you
When you breathe I want to be the air for you
I'll be there for you
I'd live and I'd die for you
Steal the sun from the sky for you
Words can't say what a love can do
I'll be there for you

And I wasn't there when you were happy
I wasn't there when you were down
I didn't mean to miss your birthday, baby
I wish I'd seen you blow those candles out

I'll be there for you
These five words I swear to you
When you breathe I want to be the air for you
I'll be there for you
I'd live and I'd die for you
Steal the sun from the sky for you
Words can't say what a love can do
I'll be there for you

2005...what a year it was...

Saturday morning again. A rainy one in fact. And I am all alone in the office. Sometimes I wonder, what the heck am I doing here? I should be resting more!!! But sigh....Things need to be done. It's ok, as long as I get the satisfaction and as long as I got to claim for it, muahahaha....

2005....Hmmm...what a year it was. This is my first post for year 2006....It's not to late to wish everyone a HAPPY HAPPY NEW YEAR!!!!

Yes, 2005...full of ups and down....full of surprises and the unexpected...It's really amazing that something can just change with a blink of an eye. But that's life. It's not at all a bed of roses. It's really how we pick ourselves up after a fall (as what someone told me). Well, as a summary, I think I have matured a lot (maybe got older), heheheh....2005 was a good year and hope 2006 will be better. In fact, I am going to make it better.

Resolutions? Nah, I think I'll skip this year. Anyway, resolutions do not come only once a year right?. Hey, we can have a new resolution everyday.

December 2005 was full of drama. Highlights:
1) trip to Melaka- there goes the diet plan...
2) trip to Penang- first time camping beside a beach and there goes the diet plan as well-> refer to to www.su_.blogspot for details. Me too lazy to blog it...
3) Christmas day- complicated!
4) New Year's countdown- in front of my house after a wedding dinner with.....my mum and her friends...cool right?

Well, need to focus now...on work and on life too. It's too short to be wasted...Live each day to the fullest!!!! Sayonara....

And would like to thanks a special friend for sharing the ups and downs with me. i know I can count on you. Thanks....

Superman- Five for Fighting

I can’t stand to fly
I’m not that naiveI’m just out to find
The better part of meI’m more than a bird...
i’m more than a plane
More than some pretty face beside a train
It’s not easy to be me
Wish that I could cry
Fall upon my knees
Find a way to lie
About a home I’ll never see

It may sound absurd...
but don’t be naive
Even heroes have the right to bleed
I may be disturbed...but won’t you concede
Even heroes have the right to dream
It’s not easy to be me

Up, up and away...away from me
It’s all right...
you can all sleep sound tonight
I’m not crazy...or anything...

I can’t stand to fly
I’m not that naive
Men weren’t meant to ride
With clouds between their knees

I’m only a man in a silly red sheet
Digging for kryptonite on this one way street
Only a man in a funny red sheet
Looking for special things inside of meInside of me
Inside me
Yeah, inside me
Inside of me

I’m only a man
In a funny red sheet
I’m only a man
Looking for a dreamI’m only a man
In a funny red sheet
And it’s not easy, hmmm, hmmm, hmmm...

Its not easy to be me

Me and dearest...

Nice pose...

Defore dinner

The girls...

RCC Annual Dinner-Group photo

Birthday Dinner at Bintang Revolving Restaurant

Chicken Little....cute....

La Mian...which has a brach in Lot 10, M'sia

Like this pic....(in Reptile Park- Singapore)

Another Saturday morning

Here I am again on a Saturday morning in the office. These couple of weeks has been hectic. Full of ups and downs. The happy times are just so happy and the sad moments are just so damn sad. Really has opened up my eyes to a lot of things. Maybe I am too naive at times. I can't see that things are just wrong at times and a little white lie can cover it up. I am too naive. Sigh...But I have realised it now and will try to be smarter. Everything has happened and nothing we can do about it but to try to mend things and work out the best. Face the challenges...

Well, these past few weeks is quite eventful I would say. Birthday celebrations for my dad and darling and annual dinner for RCC. Pictures coming later....Work is like hell and though very sien but i will not give up....Just do my best.....

Improving myself

The past couple of weeks have been quite busy and lazy at the same time. Weekdays are hectic
with work and when weekends come, you just feel like lazing at home and doing nothing. Not
good, not good...Shouldn't be wasting time like this. Life is too short. Lie is too precious
to be stuck in a routine-> work, rest, work, rest. So boring!!!So from today onwards, I want to try a lot of new things. To improve myself and to make those whom I love, feel proud. Well, there are a couple of things I want to improve or learn:

1) Learn massage
2) Learn cooking
3) Learn Mandarin
4) Save more money
5) Learn to regcognise roads well (I totally suck in this)
6) Read more!!! (not only mags)
7) Show those whom love me that I love them too
8) Find in a new challenge for my career

That's a lot of new resolutions. Will really put in effort to achieve them. so where do i
start? Oh yeah, I nearly forgot another one:

9) Getting fit and losing weight....

;P

Movies, movies, movies...

These couple of months, I've watched quite a lot of movies. And yesterday itself, I've
watched The Exorcism of Emily Rose and Chicken Little(The sky is falling!!!!). Both movies
are not quite bad...Let's see what movies I've watch since August till now (not in sequence).

1) Stealth
2) Amityville Horror
3) Charlie and the Chocolate Factory
4) Dark Water
5) Flightplan
6) Goal!
7) The Island
8) The Myth
9) Premonition
10) Samara
11) Seven Swords
12) The skeleton Key
13) Transporter 2
14) Zorro 2
15) The Exorcism of Emily Rose
16) Chicken Little
17) Corpse's Bride
18) All about love
19) Doom
20) Four brothers
21) Fantastic Four

Quite a lot of movies...Did I miss out some?

We(you know who you are...;P) were arguing on which cinema is the best and nicest in town
and we've decided that it will be 1 U's GSC and the second place goes to BTS's GSV. Both are
so cool and clean compared to the rest. And we love GSC more than TGV.

Unpleasant dreams

I woke up this morning crying...Some dreams is really so real and you ended crying in real
life...Unpleasant dream...

Wherever you will go- The Calling

My fave at the moment

So lately, I've been wonderin
Who will be there to take my place
When I'm gone, you'll need love
To light the shadows on your face
If a great wave should fall It would fall upon us all
And between the sand and stone
Could you make it on your own [Chorus:]

If I could, then I would
I'll go wherever you will go
Way up high or down low
I'll go wherever you will go

And maybe, I'll find out
The way to make it back someday
To watch you, to guide you
Through the darkest of your days
If a great wave should fall
It would fall upon us all
Well I hope there's someone out there
Who can bring me back to you [Chorus]

Runaway with my heart
Runaway with my hope
Runaway with my love

I know now, just quite how
My life and love might still go on
In your heart and your mind
I'll stay with you for all of time [Chorus]

If I could turn back time
I'll go wherever you will go
If I could make you mine
I'll go wherever you will go

Disappointed!!!!

Can't help feeling disappointed. Sigh...but it's ok, try to console myself every way possible. Life is really too short to feel negative for too long. It's hard to understand someone and it's hard also for others to understand you...Sigh...but really can't help feeling disappointed...That's life.

The different one....

Wich i can keep him

Six black and 1 black and white

Cute

So damn cute

What can you ask more than to come home greeted by 6 cute puppies? It was a Saturday afternoon when I came back from the office and my mum told me there are 6 little puppies behind my mum. The mummy is a stray dog. The puppies have not even open their eyes. It really brings back a lot of nice memories. Six little cute puppies. How I wish I can keep them all....Till now there are still there...I plan to call SPCA and see if they can take the puppies...

Calm and beautiful

Her

Him

Dutch Fort

Teluk Dalam Resort

Errrmmm....

Sandy beach in Pangkor

Saturday morning...

Here I am on a rainy Saturday morning in the cold cold office...It has been an eventful month till now...I took a lot of annual leaves this whole month. My OT is going to be a lot less...hehehehe...

I was down at Singapore last weekend. Had an enjoyable trip and most memorable is the Night Safari. Not bad at all thoughI thought that it will be more adventurous. A lot of things happened during the trip that Has enlighthened me in many ways. Mostly is on human to human interactions. Sometimes I just wish I can be more friendly and 'expressive' as someone said. I will try to improve. It's true that life is always about learning and improving. Sometimes you cannot see your own weakness until someone points it out. Then it is up to us to improve or to stay the way we are....

The past few days I was in Pangkor. Eventful trips. Well, to start off, we missed the bus to Lumut at 9am. Went on a taxi chase that is not successful. So, we decided to drive there. It was raining most of the time. So no chance to get a tan. But there are a lot of first times for me there. First time playing pool, first time riding a motobike (up and down hills)- it was exciting. The most important is to spent some quality time with the one you love. It really doesn't matter if things go wrong here and there. It makes the trip more memorable.

Pictures will be uploaded later.....Now, time to cover up all the work I left for me to do...Sigh...

MyFM 7th anniversary

Darling and I

MyFM 7th Anniversary

Went to the event at Genting a couple of weeks back....Was a great event with lots of nice songs and great entertainers....Didn't really get good pictures coz my camera can't really zooom up close....:(

AI

Was browsing the net and came upon this AI. Funny....

Try this:

http://www.titane.ca/concordia/dfar251/igod/main.html

I am on leave today. Feeling is just so nice. Thinking of all the people at work and you actually is relaxing at home.....Muahahah....These days have been good....No more moody feelings or hatred. Just peace and happy times. Was watching footbal yesterday night with my darling. Hmmm...Never actually sit through a whole football match before.....

MOOOOOOODYYYYYY!!!!

I was so pissed when it's almost time to leave the office. Pissed off at something that I shouldn't at all. What a waste of energy. And I actually endangered myself....Driving 140 kmp on the Cyberjaya roads is not so wise....Especially with my small Kenari...Today was a moody day....Everything seems so wrong and it's sad, really....Just feel like screaming it out, feels like punching someone or something, feels like crying it out and expressing my frustration to all!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Why is it so hard to control our feelings?????? Why??????

Hate it!!!!

I hate myself for feeling like this. Am I really that hard to satisfy?

BBQ

Had a BBQ outing with the team a few weeks back and it was one hell of a experience. Reached Yvonne's place about 7 pm and were among the first to arrive. Guess I bought too much sausages and balls as there are still quite a lot left after the nite. Started the BBQing a while later as the rest started to arrive. Had a fun night with lots of food, jokes and getting drunk. Not me of course... I got the chance to admire darling playing mahjong though I do not understand how it has been played. I enjoyed it...Then someone got a bit drunk and started kissing the same sex...Someone got so drunk they vomitted...Hehehe....It was fun all night long anf around 4 am, we all decided to go breakfast. Four AM Dim Sum session in Sri Petaling. Crazy huh? So, looking forward to the next outing....Steamboat @ Genting. It was a great night......

BBQ gang

Darling showing off his skills?

Before BBQ

Four AM Dim Sum session

Soul searching?

Life is really unpredictable...everyday it brings new things to learn, to absorb...things that might make you very unhappy or things that can make you very happy...it really depends on how we take it...Yes, we do always live by what other people will think of us....it is unavoidable...but if the thing really does not make you happy,then what is the point right? I bet each of us needs to do some soul searching, to look into who we really are...but it's tough...we need to really be honest to ourselves but that is what we are lacking....

Thanks for the comment that 'anonymous' put in the previous blog entry....

I Swear by All-4-1

Heard this song just now in my darling's car.....One of my favorites.....The words are so touching....

I swear by the moon and the stars in the sky
And I swear like the shadow that's by your side
I see the questions in your eyes
I know what's weighing on your mind
You can be sure I know my heart
`Coz I'll stand beside you through the years
You'll only cry those happy tears
And though I make mistakes
I'll never break your heart
And I swear, by the moon and the stars in the sky
I'll be there
I swear, like a shadow that's by your side
I'll be there
For better or worse, till death do us part
I'll love you with every beat of my heart
And I swear
I'll give you every thing I can
I'll build your dreams with these two hands
We'll hang some memories on the walls
And when just the two of us are there
You won't have to ask if I still care
`Coz as the time turns the page, my love won't age at all
And I swear by the moon and the stars in the sky
I swear (and I swear) like the shadow that's by your side
I'll be there
For better or worse, till death do us part
I'll love you with every beat of my heart
And I swear
I swear (I swear) by the moon and stars in the sky
I'll be there
I swear like the shadow that's by your side
I'll be there
For better or worse, till death do us part
I'll love you with every (single) beat of my heart
I swear, I swear,
Oh... I ... swear...

The Reason- Hoobastank

I'm not a perfect person
As many things I wish I didn't do
But I continue learning
I never meant to do those things to you
And so I have to say before I go
That I just want you to know

I've found a reason for me
To change who I used to be
A reason to start over new
and the reason is you

I'm sorry that I hurt you
It's something I must live with everyday
And all the pain I put you through
I wish that I could take it all away
And be the one who catches all your tears
Thats why I need you to hear

I've found a reason for me
To change who I used to be
A reason to start over new
and the reason is You [x4]

I'm not a perfect person
I never meant to do those things to you
And so I have to say before I go
That I just want you to know

I've found a reason for me
To change who I used to be
A reason to start over new
and the reason is you
I've found a reason to show
A side of me you didn't know
A reason for all that I do
And the reason is you

The waitress has shaky hands...

Ms Au

Bon voyage....

This might come a little late but wish you all the best and good luck in your studies, Soon Yeng....

Hahahaha....suitable candidate....