MOOOOOOODYYYYYY!!!!

I was so pissed when it's almost time to leave the office. Pissed off at something that I shouldn't at all. What a waste of energy. And I actually endangered myself....Driving 140 kmp on the Cyberjaya roads is not so wise....Especially with my small Kenari...Today was a moody day....Everything seems so wrong and it's sad, really....Just feel like screaming it out, feels like punching someone or something, feels like crying it out and expressing my frustration to all!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Why is it so hard to control our feelings?????? Why??????

Hate it!!!!

I hate myself for feeling like this. Am I really that hard to satisfy?

BBQ

Had a BBQ outing with the team a few weeks back and it was one hell of a experience. Reached Yvonne's place about 7 pm and were among the first to arrive. Guess I bought too much sausages and balls as there are still quite a lot left after the nite. Started the BBQing a while later as the rest started to arrive. Had a fun night with lots of food, jokes and getting drunk. Not me of course... I got the chance to admire darling playing mahjong though I do not understand how it has been played. I enjoyed it...Then someone got a bit drunk and started kissing the same sex...Someone got so drunk they vomitted...Hehehe....It was fun all night long anf around 4 am, we all decided to go breakfast. Four AM Dim Sum session in Sri Petaling. Crazy huh? So, looking forward to the next outing....Steamboat @ Genting. It was a great night......

BBQ gang

Darling showing off his skills?

Before BBQ

Four AM Dim Sum session

Soul searching?

Life is really unpredictable...everyday it brings new things to learn, to absorb...things that might make you very unhappy or things that can make you very happy...it really depends on how we take it...Yes, we do always live by what other people will think of us....it is unavoidable...but if the thing really does not make you happy,then what is the point right? I bet each of us needs to do some soul searching, to look into who we really are...but it's tough...we need to really be honest to ourselves but that is what we are lacking....

Thanks for the comment that 'anonymous' put in the previous blog entry....

I Swear by All-4-1

Heard this song just now in my darling's car.....One of my favorites.....The words are so touching....

I swear by the moon and the stars in the sky
And I swear like the shadow that's by your side
I see the questions in your eyes
I know what's weighing on your mind
You can be sure I know my heart
`Coz I'll stand beside you through the years
You'll only cry those happy tears
And though I make mistakes
I'll never break your heart
And I swear, by the moon and the stars in the sky
I'll be there
I swear, like a shadow that's by your side
I'll be there
For better or worse, till death do us part
I'll love you with every beat of my heart
And I swear
I'll give you every thing I can
I'll build your dreams with these two hands
We'll hang some memories on the walls
And when just the two of us are there
You won't have to ask if I still care
`Coz as the time turns the page, my love won't age at all
And I swear by the moon and the stars in the sky
I swear (and I swear) like the shadow that's by your side
I'll be there
For better or worse, till death do us part
I'll love you with every beat of my heart
And I swear
I swear (I swear) by the moon and stars in the sky
I'll be there
I swear like the shadow that's by your side
I'll be there
For better or worse, till death do us part
I'll love you with every (single) beat of my heart
I swear, I swear,
Oh... I ... swear...