Running away......

Tears are really hard to control. No matter how hard you try...Feel so sad and down today. When everything is not in your path and everything goes wrong, you'll start to think of many things. Tried to look on the bright side, but can't...Why? Why all these? It's really wearing me out...emotinally, mentally...Wish I can run away from all this...Run and never turn back...

What makes my day....

I received a very touching mail from a good friend and it really makes my day. Sypnosis:

"With this job of mine all my friends that I have that means something to me can be counted with 1 hand….and you are one of them. I feel that you have been a part of me even though we never actually spoke or got to know each other. You just grew on me without me ever knowing. Then one day…..you left and that is when I knew just how much you meant to me. I don't have to speak to you or see your face everyday but I know that in my darkest hours…if I am in my desperation…you will shelter me. "

It really touched my heart...I didn't know I play such a big part in someone else's life. Thanks Nash...and you are absolutely right, I will be there if you need me. Take care, my friend.

My dog and cat...

Lucy....

Cool weather, cool trip

Last weekend was up @ Genting to enjoy the cool cool wind. It was cold, just as we wanted. We did not much. Eat, walk, eat, chat, eat, sleep...Hahahah..Yeah, that's how we 'enjoy' a 'relaxing short 'vacation'. Ate a lot of stuff. Pics later coz my cam is with Chai Yee. Great trip gals......

Insatiable- Darren Hayes

When moonlight crawls along the street
Chasing away the summer heat
Footsteps outside somewhere below
The world revolves I let it go
We build our church above this street
We practice love between these sheets
The candy sweetness scent of you
It bathes my skin I'm stained by you
And all I have to do is hold you
There's a racing in my heart
I am barely touching you
Turn the lights down low
Take it off
Let me show
My love for you
Insatiable
Turn me on
Never stop
Wanna taste every drop
My love for you
Insatiable
The moonlight plays upon your skin
A kiss that lingers takes me in
I fall asleep inside of you
There are no words
There's only truth
Breathe in Breathe out
There is no sound
We move together up and down
We levitate our bodies soar
Our feet don't even touch the floor
And nobody knows you like I do
The world doesn't understand
But I grow stronger in your hands
Turn the lights down low
Take it off
Let me show
My love for you
Insatiable
Turn me on
Never stop
Wanna taste every drop
My love for you
Insatiable
Turn the lights down low
Take it off
Let me show
My love for you
Insatiable
Turn me on
Never stop
Wanna taste every drop
My love for you
Insatiable
We never sleep we're always holdin' hands
Kissin' for hours talkin' makin' plans
I feel like a better man
Just being in the same room
We never sleep there's just so much to do
Too much to say
Can't close my eyes when I'm with you
Insatiable the way I'm loving you
Turn the lights down low
Take it off
Let me show
My love for you
Insatiable
Turn me on
Never stop
Wanna taste every drop
My love for you
Insatiable
Turn the lights down low
Take it off
Let me show
My love for you
Insatiable
Turn me on
Never stop
Wanna taste every drop
My love for you
Insatiable

Mum, you're the best!!!!

Mum, thanks for always being there for me. No words can express how much I love and treasure you. You will forever be the best person in the whole wide world.....HAPPY MOTHER'S DAY....

Somewhere Out There

SOMEWHERE OUT THERE (James Ingram and Linda Ronstadt)

Somewhere out there,
Beneath the pale blue night,
Someone's thinking of me,
And loving me tonight.

Somewhere out there,
Someone's saying a prayer,
Then we'll find one another,
In that big somewhere out there.

And even though I know how very far apart we are,
It helps to think we might be wishing
On the same bright star,
And when the night will start to sing
A lonesome lullaby,
It helps to think we're sleeping underneath the same big sky.

Somewhere out there,
If love can see us through,
Then, we'll be together,
Somewhere out there, out where dreams, come true.

**To that special someone, hope you know that this song is dedicated to you**

Egg song

Hahaahah....cute little egg song.....

http://www.iloveegg.com/swf/egg-song(English)2.swf

House warming...

Went to a colleague's house warming yesterday night. Lovely house. Can't help but feel envy- she has such a nice house and we're about the same age. Beautiful home, cute dog and a loving hubby. So jealous. Anyway, it was a great night. Talking about a house, I did think of owning a house of my own....Just a small one will do....So I can choose whatever colour of paint I want, whichever decorations I want...It will be great. One of my dreams....

Movies, movies.....

These past weeks, I have watched a lot of movies- watching while working at home. Need some entertainment to keep me awake. Among them:

1) Sepet
2) Spirited Away
3) Princess Mononoke
4) Forest gump (again)
5) Taking lives
6) Big Fish
7) Brother Bear
8) Shutter

All are quite worth watching, especially Spirited away and Princess Mononoke- both Japanese animated.

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We can never be satisfied of what we have in front of us. There will always be something that keeps telling us that there will be better opportunities out there.
Sometimes you hate yourself for doing the wrong things, but these wrong things are part of your success.
Sometimes you hate yourself for wishing for something you can never have, and regretting why you want it in the first place. Something that will always be someone else's. Why suffer for nothing? Is it worth it? You know that it is definitely not worth it and it's not suppose to happen, but it did.
And memories are all that's left.
We can keep on hoping and hoping. And hoping but deep down inside, we know that it is really impossible for it to happen.